Who am I...
...I am a wife, a mom, a daughter, a sister, a friend, a woman. I am a perfectionist and am very picky. I obsessively worry about the smallest things. I rely on my husband for support, guidance and advice. (Although I tend to never listen...) I like to surround myself with good natured people. I battle depression and thyroid disease. (This last year has been a doosey!) I love going to the gym to zone out on a bike or to shake my Kim K (my big butt) in Zumba! I love to sleep, but can never seem to get enough. I do not have a lot of patience, but hope to work on that. I am a lover of taking a bazillion pictures. I am a person who has a very hard time sitting still. I am a daydreamer who loves to travel but am a homebody too! I am me...
...and YES, i did back date my entries...
Friday, December 31, 2010
Day 29
A picture that can always make me smile...
This picture sums up my day! It can get messy, but I can always look back and laugh!
Day 28
A picture of me last year and now, and how have I changed...
(Both taken at Festival of the Trees.)
I don't think I have changed all that much! But, my hair is certainly longer!
I have definitely grown and have learned valuable things in the past year. Such as:
-My marriage is definitely stronger!
-I am (still) learning how to handle a toddler!
-It's ok to ask for help! (And I do, ALOT!)
-I do things for me now!
I am still growing, changing and learning new things each day. I can only hope that I am changing for the better!
Day 27
A picture of something I am afraid of...
I am scared of someone I am close to dying. Especially Nick or Avery. If they were to go before me, I would be lost. I actually don't know how I would live without either one of them!
A few years ago, my dad got into a horrible motorcycle accident. I remember getting the phone call around 6:30 AM from Dee Dee telling me about the accident. My dad had broken his neck. In fact, the doctor's were surprised he was even alive. The tone in her voice was alarming and I knew it was bad. I remember the million thoughts going through my head. I remember pleading with God to help him, telling him we still had to make our relationship right.
When we all got to the hospital, we were basically told to say goodbye to our dad as he was being wheeled away to surgery. It was a risky, RISKY surgery! Thankfully, he was in the best hands and a true miracle happened.
This is the closest I have ever been to losing someone I truly love. I hope to never have to go through that emotional rollercoaster again!
I am scared of someone I am close to dying. Especially Nick or Avery. If they were to go before me, I would be lost. I actually don't know how I would live without either one of them!
A few years ago, my dad got into a horrible motorcycle accident. I remember getting the phone call around 6:30 AM from Dee Dee telling me about the accident. My dad had broken his neck. In fact, the doctor's were surprised he was even alive. The tone in her voice was alarming and I knew it was bad. I remember the million thoughts going through my head. I remember pleading with God to help him, telling him we still had to make our relationship right.
When we all got to the hospital, we were basically told to say goodbye to our dad as he was being wheeled away to surgery. It was a risky, RISKY surgery! Thankfully, he was in the best hands and a true miracle happened.
This is the closest I have ever been to losing someone I truly love. I hope to never have to go through that emotional rollercoaster again!
Day 26
A picture of something that means alot to me...
These two are my world and are what I live for! I do not know where I would be without my little family!
Day 25
A(nother) picture of me and a family member...
Bert and Ty
This is an OOOOOLLLLDDDD picture, but one of my favorites! Tyler is my younger brother. He is such an amazing guy! He has one of the BEST personalities and sense of humor. You can bet that your gut hurts (from laughter) after hanging out with Ty Man! He is a true story of determination. He went from a lost boy to young man with a great head on his shoulders. He has followed in my dad's footsteps in becoming an air traffic controller and is top of his class! Love you bud!
Day 24
A picture of me and a family member...
Tia, Ash, Teri, Britt and Ave at Dale and Sheri's Christmas party.
I stole this picture from Ash. (Sorry Smash.) My camera cord is in Salt Lake so that is the reason for the lack of new pictures.
I love the girls in our family. We all have very different personalities and hobbies, but we have a blast when we get togeher. It is so weird to me that my youngest sister Tia is in high school and that Smash is a Junior in college. Not to mention that Ave is a full blown toddler! Life goes by so quickly!
I love my family!
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Day 23
A picture of me and the person I have been closest with the longest...
Tira and me
Now I may not still be friends with someone I met in elementary school (besides facebook), but the friends I do have, I cherish. Growing up, my family moved all the time due to my dad's work. I was born in Utah. Moved to Texas when I was an infant. Moved back to Utah when I was 10. Parents divorced and I switched schools a bunch of times. I didn't actually get grounded until I was in 9th grade!
I met this little gem in high school. We worked together at Sally's Beauty Supply and became friends instantly. She was the bad girl. I was the naive girl. We gelled together and balanced each other out. When I went off to college, we stayed in touch. (I worked for Sally's through college and it was something that helped keep us connected.) We went our separate ways a few times. She got married and divorced, as did I. But we kept finding each other. Every birthday, we would connect again. (Our birthdays are 12 days apart.) I always looked forward to my birthday, knowing I would be able to talk to my Tira.
We may be in different places in our lives now, but when we talk or get together, it is like time has never passed. She is the one to thank for introducing me to Nick! I will forever be indebted to her for helping me find happiness!
Love you Tir!
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Day 22
A picture of something that confuses me...
Mother Nature
Not only does this picture confuse me, but so does the concept. Shouldn't it be SNOWING and not RAINING? Maybe Mother Nature is the one confused and not me! ;-)
Day 21
A picture of something that makes me happy...(how about a few!)
This guy!
This ham!
This family!
(Well, ALL of my family but my computer is too damn slow to try and find more pic's!)
Flowers!
Candles!
(Who doesn't LOVE a house that smells yummy?)
My morning Coffee!
Music!
Day 20
A picture of somewhere I'd love to travel...
The Eiffel Tower...BEAUTIFUL!
It is my dream to go to Europe, be a tourist and take in ALL of the architecture! One day!!
Day 18
A picture of the cast from my favorite show...
Of course I have TWO shows I HAVE to watch!!
Of course I have TWO shows I HAVE to watch!!
Greys Anatomy!
I am HOOKED!
Parenthood!
If you have not watched this show, you should!
I think everyone of us parents can relate to one (or more) of these couples!
Seriously....BEST.SHOW.EVER!
Go watch it!!
Day 17
My favorite song...
Well, who could really pick JUST ONE?
One of my all time favorite songs is Calling You by Blue October. I don't think I could ever get sick of it!
Blue OctoberCalling You
There's something that I can't quite explain
I'm so in love with you
You'll never take that away
And if I've said it a hundred times before
Expect a thousand more
You'll never take that away
Well expect me to be
Calling you to see
If you're okay when I'm not around
Asking if you love me?
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile?
To make us smile
I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me
I thought that the world had lost it's way
(It's so hard sometimes)
Then I fell in love with you
(Then came you)
(Then came you)
And you took that away
(It's not so difficult,
The world is not so difficult)
You take away the old
Show me the new
And I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you
So while I'm on this phone
A hundred miles from home
I'll take the words you gave and send them back to you
I only want to see
If you're okay when I'm not around
Asking if you love me?
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile?
To make us smile
I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me
Well I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me
I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me
Well, who could really pick JUST ONE?
One of my all time favorite songs is Calling You by Blue October. I don't think I could ever get sick of it!
Blue OctoberCalling You
There's something that I can't quite explain
I'm so in love with you
You'll never take that away
And if I've said it a hundred times before
Expect a thousand more
You'll never take that away
Well expect me to be
Calling you to see
If you're okay when I'm not around
Asking if you love me?
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile?
To make us smile
I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me
I thought that the world had lost it's way
(It's so hard sometimes)
Then I fell in love with you
(Then came you)
(Then came you)
And you took that away
(It's not so difficult,
The world is not so difficult)
You take away the old
Show me the new
And I feel like I can fly when I stand next to you
So while I'm on this phone
A hundred miles from home
I'll take the words you gave and send them back to you
I only want to see
If you're okay when I'm not around
Asking if you love me?
I love the way you make it sound
Calling you to see
Do I try too hard to make you smile?
To make us smile
I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me
Well I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me
I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me
Day 16
Someone I would want to switch lives with for one day and why...
Natalie Portman
Natalie Portman is, hands down, one of my FAVORITE actors! She is beautiful, bold and educated! (She went to Harvard and got her degree in psychology!) AND she is an amazing dancer!!!
How would it be to be famous, beautiful, rich, an amazing actor AND dancer and down to earth? If I trade lives with her one day, I will let you know! ;-)
We went and saw Black Swan over the weekend.
Holy Crap! It was such an awesome movie! Very dark. Very Confusing. But beautifully done!
Day 15
A picture of something I want to do before I die...
Hhhmmm....this is a tough one. I have fulfilled the major things I have always wanted to do. (Be married & be a mom!)
Hhhmmm....this is a tough one. I have fulfilled the major things I have always wanted to do. (Be married & be a mom!)
I would LOVE to travel the world!!!
A cruise to the Greek islands and a trip to Fiji would be nice!
Hey...you asked!
Day 14
Sorry for the LONG break. We have been sick...AGAIN! And are having some troubles with our newly remodeled Salt Lake house. (More on that later...)
A picture of someone I could never imagine my life without...
A picture of someone I could never imagine my life without...
Well this little princess of course!
(Even after the worst tantrum, I couldn't imagine life without her!)
December 2009
(It was SO much easier to get her to smile back then!)
Monday, December 13, 2010
Day 13
A picture of something (or some things) I hate...
I HATE liars!
I HATE spiders!
I HATE getting a bad haircut!
And I HATE having a dirty house.
(Which is more often than not, now that we have a tornado toddler in the house!)
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Day 12
A picture of something (or some things) I love...
I LOVE these dang things!
After all, stressed spelled backwards is desserts!
I LOVE sleep!
I LOVE babies!
I LOVE getting a massage!
But, I LOVE these two the mostest!
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Friday, December 10, 2010
Santa Baby!
As a tradition, we go to Festival of the Trees as a family! Ave was hopped up on medicine (we go the ok from her Dr.) but did pretty well. We love taking Avery to see the pretty tree's, get into the festive mood and of course to see Santa! While waiting in line, she was blowing kisses to him, waving to him and saying Ho Ho Ho. But, as soon as we sat her on his lap, she was TERRIFIED! Not even a candy cane could console her!
But it is so much fun getting the candid shot!
Poor Santa was trying to calm her.
We LOVE this one!!
We even got a family one.
...............Last Year.......................
Our little girl is growing up!!!!
Thanksgiving...Holt Style
We were lucky enough to spend 9 wonderful days in heaven, Coronado!
This trip was a little different in the fact that it rained the first two days and was cold!
BUT....we LOVED every minute!!!
We only spent two days at the beach. Once Avery was on the sand, she would bolt into the ocean.
The water was SO cold (probably around 56 degrees!!) but Avery didn't flinch for a minute.
We only let her play in it for about twenty minutes and then we dashed for the hot tub.
We also made time for The San Diego Zoo! Since it was chilly, we thought this was the perfect chance.
All of the animals were super active! Including Avery. I swear she was acting like a wild and crazy animal.
She wanted to run around the whole time.
By the time we left, she was passed out.
I thought we had been there for maybe two hours.
Nope!
Try 4 and a half!!
We wanted to do Sea World too, but ran out of time.
Thanksgiving night was a treat!
Avery wanted nothing to do with her parents and gravitated towards her grandparents and cousins.
(It actually was a nice break!)
My mom flew in Thanksgiving morning and was able to join us for a couple of days.
One of our last nights, we hired babysitters and all of the adults went out to our favorite Italian place, Asti.
It was so nice not having forks or knifes thrown across the table and enjoying a long adult conversation!
Of course we enjoyed coming home to our sleeping baby and were grateful for our wonderful little family.
Our poor Avery came down with a horrible cold our last day in Cali.
The plane ride was rough and she screamed bloody murder and broke out in a horrendous fever.
We drove straight to Insta Care and she had a wretched ear infection on top of a respiratory infection.
Thank Goodness for antibiotics and Motrin!!!
...A few days later, Croup took over her poor body!...
It was such a nice and much needed trip. (Sickness and all.)
We left building sand castles and came home to building snowmen! (I wasn't ready for that!)
We had over two feet of snow and of course our snow blower blew out and broke within the first five minutes of trying to dig ourselves out! (Nick's Smart Car was in the garage and he couldn't get out to get back up to Logan!!!)
Sooooo.....Merry early Christmas to us. :)
I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving!
I am so thankful and grateful for my family, my friends and the wonderful life I have!

This trip was a little different in the fact that it rained the first two days and was cold!
BUT....we LOVED every minute!!!
We only spent two days at the beach. Once Avery was on the sand, she would bolt into the ocean.
The water was SO cold (probably around 56 degrees!!) but Avery didn't flinch for a minute.
We only let her play in it for about twenty minutes and then we dashed for the hot tub.
We also made time for The San Diego Zoo! Since it was chilly, we thought this was the perfect chance.
All of the animals were super active! Including Avery. I swear she was acting like a wild and crazy animal.
She wanted to run around the whole time.
By the time we left, she was passed out.
I thought we had been there for maybe two hours.
Nope!
Try 4 and a half!!
We wanted to do Sea World too, but ran out of time.
Thanksgiving night was a treat!
Avery wanted nothing to do with her parents and gravitated towards her grandparents and cousins.
(It actually was a nice break!)
My mom flew in Thanksgiving morning and was able to join us for a couple of days.
One of our last nights, we hired babysitters and all of the adults went out to our favorite Italian place, Asti.
It was so nice not having forks or knifes thrown across the table and enjoying a long adult conversation!
Of course we enjoyed coming home to our sleeping baby and were grateful for our wonderful little family.
Our poor Avery came down with a horrible cold our last day in Cali.
The plane ride was rough and she screamed bloody murder and broke out in a horrendous fever.
We drove straight to Insta Care and she had a wretched ear infection on top of a respiratory infection.
Thank Goodness for antibiotics and Motrin!!!
...A few days later, Croup took over her poor body!...
It was such a nice and much needed trip. (Sickness and all.)
We left building sand castles and came home to building snowmen! (I wasn't ready for that!)
We had over two feet of snow and of course our snow blower blew out and broke within the first five minutes of trying to dig ourselves out! (Nick's Smart Car was in the garage and he couldn't get out to get back up to Logan!!!)
Sooooo.....Merry early Christmas to us. :)
I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving!
I am so thankful and grateful for my family, my friends and the wonderful life I have!
The Beach on Turkey Day
Hanging out with Grandma Sheri
We got to see the zoo keepers feed the gorillas. It was pretty awesome!
Ave went around kissing as many statues as she could.
This is how Ave was with me the WHOLE trip! She cried when I was around her. I guess she was on vacation from her mommy. It hurt my feelings, but I had to remember she's only a toddler!
Beautiful sunset on Turkey Day!
On our way to Thanksgiving dinner at The Del.
Ave with Grandpa Dale and Grandma Sheri.
I LOVE my family!
Ave with Nana Teri.
Trying to give a little boy a kiss!
Kissing Grandma Sheri.
Stealing cousin Mia's chocolate souffle!
New favorite: Fruit Loops! (Vacation only!)
Smelling the flowers at Coronado's own Flower Lady.
Beach Days...
Hot Tub Time!!!
The infamous "glasses" picture with Grandpa Dale!
Farewell Coronado! We are hoping to go back next July, but might not make it! Thank you for always providing such fun and wonderful memories!
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